I never thought I’d feel this way.
Confused and scared because I realize I hold my breath when you look into my eyes.
Why did society have to make my feelings forbidden?
Knowing if you felt the same it would make my world…
Yet I’d be so heartbroken because even in the eyes of god, this would be sin.

Oh what can I do to erase these feelings, your scent, your touch, and your beautiful soul.

I love you
But i gotta let you go

Im finding myself now